At least, I try to improve?

Sometimes, i see that i'm still walking in the same old path that i don't want to walk. I'm really disappointed in myself. I know what i am aiming for already, but why don't i go for it?

Hmm... If i'm still not in the way of improving, i will live in a miserable life for sure.

List of stuffs i want to improve:
1. balance in studying.
2. Balance in Health.