Blank blank blank!!! It's what in my head every hours and minutes and every seconds. I don't really know what i'm doing or what i'm doing everything for? I don't have any principle or any conciousness in myself.... most of the time i'm blank. I also don't know how to write or to speak a good sentence in english. What i really know nowadays?
I"m blank!!! I never care about anything cuz i'm having everything now. i only start caring about those things once i start losing them, i think. Hopefully, i can value what i have and try to preserve those things.
Maybe it's cuz i'm always happy and never care about anything, once i care, i start to get worried. I think it's what life mean to be... why do i have to care about a lot of things?
I think it's not time for me to think now, but i will have to think about it later when i'm facing problem... what i should do is to get ready with everything that i'll face in the future.
In the future, i will have to earn money to support my own family. I can see the light of my family already. I think i'd better try to improve that cuz that i really meant the most to me.
Meanwhile, i seem to forget about my family. I forget that i have a very warm family already. I never miss my mum or my dad, or my siblings. I think they are missing me so much, but i never know about that...maybe i lose my feeling already
I think i need to do something to get my feeling back, i can't just let this happen. I need to do something that can make my heart beat harder or become realise of what i'm doing.
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