Sitting in front of my friend's laptop, i don't really know what to do beside finding strange to do. i feel so upset now because i don't do what i am supposed to do. I want to be alone for a while, but i don't know where i should go. Hmm... what on earth is happening to me now? i really hate this kind of situation. The situation that i am supposed to do something useful for my test, but i turn out to do something that are very useless such as sleeping, going to bank, and so on.
Am i quitting on trying to improve myself to be a better person? i have promised with a girl that i love that i will try to improve myself better, but i haven't done anything yet. I think i'd better fail it rather than i quit it.
I have to know that i am in the process of getting her. She is not mine yet, so i should know my position better, i should do something that is not i am supposed to do.
Finally, i just want to remind myself that, i should not quit on what i am doing.. i should try to do it even though i fail to do it.
Be strong, man!!! you are the owner of yourself, you are the one who control yourself, you must believe in yourself that you can do a lot better. Never give up on yourself. Always put in mine that you are trying to change yourself to be a better person.
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