Know yourself better

I think before i move on towards in my life, i need to pause for a while to think of what i am having now, and what i am lacking of now!!! And i'd better tried to improve it everyday. The following sentences are statement that states what i am having now and what i dont' have now
1. I have the ability to make others happy.
2. I don't have enough ability to contact with other people properly because my English barrair.
3. I can't do any work cuz i don't know the reason why i should do that.

To know myself better, i need to ask this questions.
1. Why am i studying abroad?
2. why do i love her?
3. What have you done for yourself and the one that care about you?


The only reason why i come to study here is because i need a better education. Here i have time to study and improve myself better than i cambodia, i don't have to think of the way to live, i have my own room, i have my own money, i am independent, i can do what i ever i want , but one thing that i need to confirm is that i come here to study.

The reason why i love her is that because she is beautiful. She always cares about me, and we have known each other for a long time already, and love is a taste of life, that's why i decide to love her. I don't care about other reasons such as her parents, her family, her wealth, i don't care about that as long as i have somebody to take good care of me when i am down and we love each other, that's the point why i should love her.

The last questin is what have i done for myself and for the one who cares about me?
I have done a few tasks only for myself and for people who care about me.
1. i keep up with the studying but only a few lessons,
2. I make my family happy by showing the way i make my decision

I don't have much point to prove that i have done a good task toward myself and my family, the only thing that i should prove them is to study. This is the only way!!!
I should plan my time well for myself from now on. What i want to improve and so on.