Tuesday, August 23, 2011

It was so real that it woke me

It was my dream again. Last night, i was waken up by a dream of a bunch of ants crawling over my hands. I felt so real that i jumped out of my bed and woke everyone up too.

From this dream, i realize that I've been thinking much again. My old habit is coming to me again. The person that had a good habit a few weeks ago has gone, now the worried person is coming again.

You see, when this person come, i start doing the old thing that i used to do. I don't read anything, i become so lazy that even my clothes, I don't want to wash. I don't want to work out or do any sports.

What are the symptoms that i will see next? Ok, first of all, i will start sharing this dream with others which will make me weaker and weaker. Then, i will start sharing my worriedness to the person that i think they are close to me. This also will make me the weak person. And then, i kept start thinking that why i worry a lot about this and that. People will recognize this symptoms and console me which also make more weaker. Everything steps that i will do after this, will make me weaker.

How to solve? You gotta prove that you are not like that. You gotta show no sign of weakness. You got do something contrast from what you expect. First of all, to stop worrying, is to start talking about worrying. Just keep doing what you like to do and talk about what you like to do. Don't talk about your worriedness, just keep that in your own head.

Second, change everything you do and think into positive manner. Don't let those negative thought come next to you. Do what you think is good for your health, for your mind, and for your future. What you say will stay not stay here, but what you do will stay there for 100 years.

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