Game!

We started playing game since the minutes we were in the womb. Life is a game. You become a loser when you are not ready for it or when you ignore the game that you play. You might think you don't want to play this game, but whether you want it or not, you are already in the ring. Now you have two choices whether to train yourself to prepare for the game or you don't care whether you will lose it or not; you just play along the game. That's when you exactly become a loser. You might be happy sometimes that you win some match, but the person you just won is just another loser in life.

I talk about the game of life here because i want myself to realize in which category i am in right now? My game is on. I trained once a while, my skill is not solid, and i am easily changed by the rule. i don't care about the rule, i don't care about the pride, i just become sad when i become a loser.

I lost many games already, but i just don't realize that. The first game I lose is when i was in University. I lost the game of love, i lost the game of winning friends, i lose the game of studying. I was not listed in the top-ranking. I was ignored. Until at one point, another game was open for me and not many winner are interested in them, so i was accepted for this game which i come to Malay.

During the game, i lost many battles as well, but i also didn't realize that. I lost the game of love again, and i lost the game of studying again. People ignore me cuz i'm not a superstar. At the end of year 4, i lost another game of love. My competition was kind of better than me cuz he prepared himself for that.

Now, I am going to ring again for the next few days, but i am still not ready for the game. Sometimes, i just don't care about that anymore because it's not that i don't want to care, but i just don't feel like playing this game.

It was not excited cuz i hardly train myself and when i train, i don't feel enthusiastic in it. So, i am just ready to fail this game? i don't know.

What will happen if i lose this game? What happen if i keep on losing the game? What happen if i am not allowed to play the game anymore?

Than, the last thing for me is "Game is over". However, whether it is over or not, the best thing is to enjoy while you playing that game because that's the only matter. It's just that you will be much more happy when you win the game and you don't feel regret to play the game, but if you don't care and be happy with the game, i just feel like you waste a lot of your time since the beginning.

If i can chose not to play the game, i wouldn't have any much story that i have told people so far. My stories were stupid, and some are very stupid, but does that mean you are stupid right not? No, You were stupid and you still stupid and you will always be stupid. People just don't accept that they are stupid.

According to Cambridge Advance Learner's Dictionary, "Stupid" means foolish, lacking judgement or intelligence. Tell me one person who when meet something new and don't feel like that. When you face something strange, something you never know, you feel foolish, you feel that you can't judge anything regarding to that you don't have any intelligence relateing to that. However, some people just don't show it. They prefer keep stupidity inside so that people won't know that they are stupid. Some people understand this and realize that being stupid is just a part of life growing. One day, when you have experiences, when you have understands new things, then you will not become stupid anymore. However, if you meet new things in your life, something that you never know, something that is important to you and you want to learn it and then you will becomes stupid again.

Meaning if you stop being stupid it means whether you don't accept that people are stupid or you think that you already master everything in this world. People who think that they know everything already is already a sign of stupidity because no one in this world can know everything.

Like doing research, you are still stupid about that because the time you spend with it is not enough and you still overcome it, but once you overcome it, once you spend enough time with it, you will grow and stupidity is no more in yourself.

That is the reasons why it is very good to be stupid because being stupid is a sign of learning new things. If you think that you are not stupid you are stupid. You don't want to grow and you feel like that is enough for your life.

However, there is nothing enough for human being. The time you admit that you don't want to learn new thing, you don't care about anything thing going in this world, you constrian yourself with limited knowledge, then you will be left out and you will become the most stupid person in the world.

So, understand what is stupid is and learn to overcome it and find other stupid thing and keep on learning because that is what make life exciting. That is what life is made of.