It has been a while that i have stopped posting on my blog. Normally, i write blog only when i am too stressful about life. But today is different. Today, i want to describe my life after my graduation. I just want to take this time away from what i have done normally. So now let me start saying what i have been doing so far.

First i want to describe about my graduation ceremony. The number that i got for my graduation day is 168. It is a very lucky number. I'm not sure how many students are there but i'm sure that it's more than 1000 students and i am the one who get this lucky number. I feel like this lucky just show me that i am going to have a much more lucky life and a better life.

After graduation, i just spend time for 2 months just to do nothing and it was great time because i can review my life for the past 26 years. I have been forced to do what i don't want to do for along time and for the first time in my life i got what i really want. I just want to pass this studying life and study what i really like for myself, i don't want to get forced by anyone anymore. I am already satisfied with my life.

There was time that i wanted to committed suicide because of too much pressure of not doing anything useful relating to my fyp. i complained a lot about that i can check it back to see it like. I also made an attempt to delete all the photo and memory and it was quite successful. i don't really want to talk about my pass or review my past anymore. i just want to live on today.

Now let me move to my working life. I didn't expect that i am going to have such a wonderful like. I always wish to go out with some girls and have fun with them at night clubs or going to sing karaoke with my friends, and these are all dream come true. It just fits the way i am. I can go out with different type of people and that's what i want to do. and i can do whatever i want while working and i can sleep whenever i want. and more than that, i can keep my hair as long as i want, i even gain a lot of weight recently. there are a lot of wish that i have completed. and now i am working on another project of my life which is to read the book and to improve my life technically. i need to improve it to top level of my life and it should be 1 years. it is something that i am afraid of, but after experiencing such life now i have a better view. i don't really afraid of life anymore. i know what i am doing, i scrutinize myself more often, i read, i write, and i listen to a lot of people. My ideas become more crystal and my mind is much better than before. It's only once a while that i become stupid and don't know what i am doing and that is what's i'm trying to do for myself.

Now let me talk about what is my life with the girls. Since i change my phone to iphone5, i feel that everyone seems to view in a better way. i feel that i gain much about confident when i am with Girls. i know that would work because i am living in the materialistic world, and that i have to keep competing with people around me and do something to be better in all the improvement. there are a lot of girls i have been contacting to recently such as Srey Meas, Srey neang, but the only problem that i am having is that i don't really have much feeling with them yet. i just don't feel like they are the right ones, but i just try to improve this part of my life by not ignoring it to the ground. i have to do something to keep my desire up.

Ok, that's all i want to say about my life after graduation. After all, everything is going well, and life is much more better than when i was studying. i can do what i want to do and i can enjoy my life much more than before. but i also do not forget about my mission of my life. i think i need to create another goal based on my situation right now. Let's consider it will be the first one of my life for creating goal, but it must be a good one . it must be something fresh, and it must be something with good quality. I have to think of the quality all the time from now on. I must keep thinking about Kaizen.