Now, i have 15mns to show how i feel right now.
Ok, i used to complain a lot when i was young, kid, teenager, and adult. I keep complaining that what is happening to me right now is so unfair and that my life suck this suck that. I never really satisfy with my life while i have everything that a man wish for such as family, school, job and so on.
Why a man with everything still complain about everything? Is it because that i am that type of person, keep complaining but never do anything to make the thing better?

Actually, writing thing down is kind of help this process already. It helps me to clear out what is really happening to me right now.
Ok, let's face it. The fact that i am feeling annoying and complaining most of the time is cuz that i am bored cuz of my money is very little, and I want to have beautiful girl with me but i never have one. The fact that i am not yet have any good plan for my life. The fact that i make myself disappointed cuz of thing that i promise to do, but i never do. The fact that my commitment is so low. The fact that i feel ugly. the fact that i earn very little, the fact that i don't really have a dream, the fact that i do not live an positive environment, the fact that i cannot control myself.
So these are all that i have in my mind.
1. Lack of money
2. Do not have any plan for my life
3. Disappointed with myself cuz i broke the promise
4. Commitment is low
5. I think i am ugly
6. Earn very little
7. No dream
8. Do not live in a positive environment
9. Unable to control myself.
10. Haven't found my true value yet.
So these are all?

Ok, print it out and try to solve them. One by one.